Monday, November 28, 2011

I am committed

I know I am little behind on my blogs.  The truth is, they are sitting in a Word Document waiting for pictures and reduction, and I planned to re-write my whole blog but I have taken on other project that consume my time.  I will continue to use this for a little bit longer.  Once I have the Bear site up and running it will be time for my new blog, and my other idea to be reveled when I get to be 80% done :)

Anyway, I have decided that I am ready to eat right to run well instead of run to eat whatever I want.  I have been gaining weight fairly consistent since my first marathon.  I lost over 30 lbs when I started running and got to 120 and stayed there until just after my second marathon.  I met my goal of qualifying for Boston and my focus went away.  I then got into ultra, and well that doesn't help you loose weight.  In fact you gain 10 lbs running ultras, I did anyway.  I think it is because you have to eat while you are running instead of running every morning on an empty stomach.  Long Story short, I am now sitting at 135.  That is fat for an ultra runner.  Problem is, I feel sexy and think I look good.  Motivation to eat right was gone because I could still run well.

Today my running suffers and I think it is time for me to transition from being the fat ultra runner to a runner.  I still am going to run ultras because that is what I like to do.  I don't like running fast, but I like suffering.  I can suffer for a long time and actually enjoy the suffering.

No amount of running is going to make me thin, when I live on a sea food diet.  I am going to actually commit to eating right.  I am also going to work on my core strength.  There is a six pack in there waiting to come out.

Goodbye ice cream, pizza, candy, donuts, bagels, pasta with extra cream sauce, and pretty much everything I eat now.  Hello, meat, vegtables, and fruits.  I am going to pretend that my kidneys still don't function.  That worked really well after my kidneys failed.

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